Do you believe in hope ?

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Do you believe in hope ?
Im soo happy I made it to years of life, the years I spent happy and the other two I just been in I spent depressed and on the breaking point where I can committ suicide at any moment but I know that would hurt the people that love me so I try to hang in there in hope for some lifesaver.

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Hello Bebop!brbrBebopwe all have a fear of death in one way or another! You sound like my son, who is , who thinks about death and dying all the time. Because it scares him. Guess whathe was just diagnosed with anxiety. A very real disorder that tons, I mean tons, of people have this! My son is going to try a little medicine to take the edge off.brbrWhen I was a teenager, I too had a fear of death, and often I would cry at night before I fell asleep.brbrLife is hard being a kid if you do not have supportive people around you! School work, bully teachers, bully kids, interacting with friendsmaking social mistakes, like trying to say something funny, but you end up hurting peoples feelings, that sort of thing.brbrHell, even boredome can be so damn depressing at times!brbrYou are still in pubertyhormones going bonkers, one minute you feel up, then something goes wrong and you go way, way down. This will level off soon when youre done growing.brbrLook forward to being an adultwhere more decisions are made BY YOU! In a way, it helps to feel in control, because as an adult you are taking action and you feel like you are accomplishing something. Very hard to explain. Yes I do believe in hope! Hope has gotten humanity here this farpretty shakey moments in history where things could have turned out bad!brbrWho said teenage years are the hardest times. Not for my nieces. They are beautiful, get straight As easily, parents are rich, at least vacations per year, and have the latest of everything!!!!!brbrYou have an advantage, because you will know what it likes to questions life a bit, to suffer a bit, and to have worked out life problems. I would not want to be these girls when they face the adult world on their own. They are in for a big shock. You will be prepared, they will not.brbrWell, think of DDay Normandy invasion which was one of the turning points of World War II. Those men kids really arrived on the beaches with bombs and bullets blasting. Im sure they would have not been able to accomplish what they did without that precious word HOPE! They stared hell in the faceand ran towards it!!!!! We are all thankful to those men some didnt make it, some did! But let their courage inspire you to get through the tough times. Great way to honor themand I just know that wherever they are now, maybe heaven they know they are being thought of whenever we face lifes tough times with courage and hope for the better for all people, not just ourselves.brbrThe Scotts even brought their bagpiper along that daya tradition they kept since early Scottish battles! Such a human and inspiring thing to do! When things get toughI think of the Braveheart movie and Mel Gibson and all those Scottish Clans lifting their kilts up and mooning the enemy!!!!brWhenever I hear bagpipesits like the wind blowing on a real hot day. Life.brbrYou will find what motivates you! brbrPlease ask your parents or friends parents if you are not close to your own parents, to get you some help. Or even start with a regular doctor, he might prescribe something for you, but its better if you try therapy first. The hardest part of therapy is the asking for it. Been there done that. So just go get it over with!brbrExercise and eating rightI know, I know, your a teenager JUNK FOODbut it really has helped my son a lot by taking care of his body!brbrPassions for anything? Cars, girls, drawing, anime, reading, movies, clothes, something else. Why not dive into it and become and expert. My son is taking electric guitar and wanted to quit first few lessons. Now hes glad he hung in there because he had hope and now hes finally getting it!brbrIm glad you have friends. Doing stuff with them, listening to their problems, might actually help you too. They may have similar fears.brbrFeel free to email me if you need to talk. I do hope you see a doctorpuberty can reek havoc on the body sometimes and that might be the cause of anxiety. It is a very real conditionand you shouldnt have to suffer with it this day and age.brbrI believe in karmathe bullies that bothered youwell.....what goes around comes around. Life is a learning processtheyll feel bad later in life and learn from it! Remember the ending to the Neverending Story? The boy and his luck dragon chased those bully kids and got them running scared!brbrGood luck to you.brbrEdit I think I just broke the record for Worlds Longest Yahoo Answer!!! Woooooooo Hooooooo!brbrYou have answers human beings bringing words of hope to youHope just ran up to you and pinched your little nose!brbrEdit two days later I would really like to know who gave me these thumbs down! Have any idea how long it took to type thisand the care and concern for my fellow human, I have a soft spot for our young peoplethey are our earths future! These negative people who gave me a thumbs down would do the world a favor and just drop dead! Kidding! Sense of humor. Goes great with HOPE!